eXpL0Re My L|Fe
2011-02-16
I get back early since the meeting adjourned at 2p.m...kinda lazy, but i have this feeling-sad-slightly jealous-yet-whatever. Whatever it is I love him so much...and it drives me to look at an email that i'd been reading since 2005. He didnt delete it. Yes, this is the 7th year of the email...and that email is still there. I wonder why he still keep that email. Maybe, he still remember her ... * poor you belle~~ I dont have guts to confront about this, but i didnt mean anything, but as a wife, i just wanna know...i have right to know bout this...to MR.MINE, if u accidently read this entry, i just want you to know how much i love you and that email is bothering me. Deep in my heart, im frust!...What drives me to do all this? it is because, several times he kept telling me/story-ing me bout this wife to his frens...(seems likes he's kinda wanna know bout that woman OR the husbands' like to talk about wifey achivement!!!) I'm not sure bout guy having a conversation talking bout wifey's job and how hard she strived for her completely awesome task!. Well, nothing much to tell about being a teacher...sounds..ordinary or somebody might say...'alah..cikgu..' pikir sendiri la...ye la..sape la cikgu compared to cikgu...
To conclude...Saya amat jauh hati dan terasa hati dengan situasi ini.
What 's the best thing in the world?
June rose-May dew impearled,
Sweet south-wind,that means no rain,
Truth,not cruel to a friend,
Pleasure,not in haste to end.
Beauty,not self-decked and curled,
Till its pride is over-plain,
Love,when so, you're loved again,
what's the best thing in the world?
~Something out of it, I think~